Spring has Sprung and Abundance is In The Air!!

Welcome to all things that Sunshine and Happiness Bring!  This is the time of the year that we are able to stop for a moment, take a deep breath and allow the new energy of Spring to flow through us and remove the sense of hibernation that we have been sitting in for the winter.

It is here that we are starting to see that it is our personal responsibility to "clean house" if you will.  To be able to see through the veils and address what it is that we need at this time. 

 

Many of us are currently focusing on world energy.  Sending healing and love to all that need it at this time.  The Empath in us can do no other.  It is a need that we must fulfill and we rise to the occasion at all costs!  Rarely, do we address what those costs are and how do we work through the costs because it is impossible for us NOT to have to work through them.

 

There is a saying I give to my Intuitive Development students and it is "If we are constantly giving of ourselves and expecting nothing in return, what are we doing to ensure that we don't run dry?  Because if we deplete ourselves then what do we have to give?  Nothing.  And now we are in lack and no longer able to be of service." 

 

One of my most daunting traits is that I have this uncontrollable need to make everyone feel better.  Now I'm not talking from the Spiritual perspective but from my humanness.  I need to try and help everyone.  In whatever capacity.  This means that I will step outside of my boundaries (doesn't that mean I don't really have boundaries? Lol) to do everything in my power to make someone achieve joy, happiness or peace.  

 

Now you might be thinking, well that is a beautiful trait to have.  And maybe so.  If you can see where to draw the line and be able to draw the line easily.  That is not who I am.  Not at all.  I will drag that line until I am completely depleted and even sometimes to the point of feeling ashamed.  I let others treat me poorly and then beat myself up for not standing up for myself.  And it is here that the lesson is so very hard to achieve.  

 

Spring has Sprung and I have sat with Spirit.  My guides and teachers.  I have heard the beautiful words that the Spiritual Humans around me have spoken to me to soothe my soul and show me that I am enough.  This Spring I have cleaned the negative energy of others so that I can continue to stand in the light.  Easily.  That doesn't mean that I no longer call the person friend or wish any ill will upon them or even that I have any regret in wanting and trying to help them.  For me it means that it is absolutely okay that we didn't jive, or that I couldn't provide what they wanted or what I needed to give them.  That I recognized this far sooner than usual and that I am okay with not being someone's saviour so empowering all on it's own.  

 

Circumstances, Situations and People are not always meant to work out.  They a  re a reason, season or a lifetime.  This is what I will consciously remind myself of as I continue to work on my journey of self love and self worth.

 

I recognize that I am loved both as a Spiritual Practitioner and most importantly as the human I was put here to be. And so it is.  Blessed Be.

 

Tara Diana