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Being Self-Aware Apr 01, 2025

Many of you are following my very human journey through the grieving of Ryan, the preparation of the trial, and so on.  There are a lot of emotions that come along with this roller coaster of a journey and with that is the growing need to be more and more aware of my own space and my own needs.

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This is My Humility Mar 01, 2025

Many thoughts run through my mind daily as someone who invites the world into her life consistently.  And consciously.  I am aware of what I put out into social media or in person and I am not bothered by any of it.

 

I've come to realize that my work both professionally and personally is mine and...

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Inner Reflection Jan 29, 2025
January has been a month!  I don't know about you all but it was a month of reflection for me that I was not looking for but I've welcomed with open arms!  For me personally, Winter Solstice is a time for deeper reflection - of the past, the present, and the future.  It is a time when I TAKE the tim...
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Feeling is Healing Dec 31, 2024
I did a course in December that focuses on different ways from a Spiritual perspective to heal one's self, mentally, emotionally and physically.  It was interesting because the premise of it was you had to be willingly to be healed.  
 
And I really thought what does that even mean?  To be healed?...
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Finding Grace During the Holidays Dec 01, 2024

This is a tricky month for me. Usually, I am the "Yeah, it’s Christmas!" kinda gal! Last year, I was definitely not that gal, and this year feels even worse as I am about to lose another close family member.

Traditions started changing last year, and this year is no different. I’m not going to lie—wh...

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The Power of Letting Go Nov 01, 2024
There is a lot of energy that I will have to work my way through these months,  I feel this is a time of learning things that I have shielded myself from since Ryan passed.  There were so many things that I felt I wasn't ready to know about what happened at the house June 29th.  I asked everyone to ...
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Personal Happiness & Healing Oct 01, 2024
Where to begin......at the beginning I suppose, once upon a time I was happy.  Hard stop.  Today I don't want to discuss when I was happy and whether or not I am right now.  I want to discuss the emotions that have been rising up through the court process that we are currently going through with Rya...
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We find excuses for why things go sideways... Aug 31, 2024
Friends!  It is almost Fall Equinox and August was something else!  I have never, in all the years I have done this work, spent so much time telling people to let it go, let it go (breaks out in a song from Frozen).  I am not kidding you.
 
I literally had to sit down and process this as it was so...
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Spiritualism is the act of good come to me and good go through me. Aug 01, 2024

Hey Gang!  Trigger Warning!

 
Lately, there has been a lot of movement in the spiritual community on social media.  A lot.  Of Weird Energy.  A lot of energy is being spent trying to convince people of what we are doing as spiritualists or those who work in the woo (a social media fad word for wor...
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I feel the radiance of joy through my whole being... Jul 01, 2024

"I feel the radiance of joy through my whole being. I feel the joy of being who I am, here and now". The Angel of Joy

 
One of the greatest lessons that I am learning right now through the crossing of Ryan is that I no longer want to just sit by the wayside and watch things happen! If you follow H...
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Well here we are.... Jun 01, 2024
Well here we are.  June 2023 my life, my family's lives, and many friends etc. lives changed.  And not for the better.  But I do not want to sit in sadness as I write this.  The sadness will always be there but I am choosing to write a short and sweet piece. 
 
Do all the things.
Love with abando...
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Loyalty Out Values Everything Apr 26, 2024
As time creeps closer to Ryan's 1 year of being taken away, I find that my heart hurts more often, and that my eyes fill with tears more easily.  I don't know how to be better or even do better.  I don't think it will literally matter one bit when they get arrested and I know that they will.  I feel...
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