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Finding Grace During the Holidays Dec 01, 2024

This is a tricky month for me. Usually, I am the "Yeah, it’s Christmas!" kinda gal! Last year, I was definitely not that gal, and this year feels even worse as I am about to lose another close family member.

Traditions started changing last year, and this year is no different. I’m not going to lie—wh...

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The Power of Letting Go Nov 01, 2024
There is a lot of energy that I will have to work my way through these months,  I feel this is a time of learning things that I have shielded myself from since Ryan passed.  There were so many things that I felt I wasn't ready to know about what happened at the house June 29th.  I asked everyone to ...
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Personal Happiness & Healing Oct 01, 2024
Where to begin......at the beginning I suppose, once upon a time I was happy.  Hard stop.  Today I don't want to discuss when I was happy and whether or not I am right now.  I want to discuss the emotions that have been rising up through the court process that we are currently going through with Rya...
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We find excuses for why things go sideways... Aug 31, 2024
Friends!  It is almost Fall Equinox and August was something else!  I have never, in all the years I have done this work, spent so much time telling people to let it go, let it go (breaks out in a song from Frozen).  I am not kidding you.
 
I literally had to sit down and process this as it was so...
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Spiritualism is the act of good come to me and good go through me. Aug 01, 2024

Hey Gang!  Trigger Warning!

 
Lately, there has been a lot of movement in the spiritual community on social media.  A lot.  Of Weird Energy.  A lot of energy is being spent trying to convince people of what we are doing as spiritualists or those who work in the woo (a social media fad word for wor...
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I feel the radiance of joy through my whole being... Jul 01, 2024

"I feel the radiance of joy through my whole being. I feel the joy of being who I am, here and now". The Angel of Joy

 
One of the greatest lessons that I am learning right now through the crossing of Ryan is that I no longer want to just sit by the wayside and watch things happen! If you follow H...
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Well here we are.... Jun 01, 2024
Well here we are.  June 2023 my life, my family's lives, and many friends etc. lives changed.  And not for the better.  But I do not want to sit in sadness as I write this.  The sadness will always be there but I am choosing to write a short and sweet piece. 
 
Do all the things.
Love with abando...
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Loyalty Out Values Everything Apr 26, 2024
As time creeps closer to Ryan's 1 year of being taken away, I find that my heart hurts more often, and that my eyes fill with tears more easily.  I don't know how to be better or even do better.  I don't think it will literally matter one bit when they get arrested and I know that they will.  I feel...
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Healing is Not Just a Moment but a Journey. Mar 29, 2024
I was thinking the other day about what Healing really means.  In the Spiritual Community, we are always talking about healing and how to incorporate it into our lives.  For some, it is so much easier than for others.  And there is so much that we need to take into consideration about individual hea...
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Spiritualist Isn't An Excuse for Poor Behaviour Mar 01, 2024
So I have some serious thoughts that I am fully aware will cause people to be like grrrlll, who hurt you!  And it's not so much about anyone hurting me, it is more about how people use a term and spin it to suit their own needs.  
 
Being "Spiritual" in my view is actually different from being a "...
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Rekindle Friendships & Relationships Feb 01, 2024

January was the month of reconnections for me.  I absolutely loved it.  There is something to be said for finding the strength in those who love you unconditionally.  Mel, Lynne, Delynn, Jennie, Rayna, Cora, Leah, Paula x 2, and the list goes on.  Our personal communities will pull us through anythi...

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New Year - New Thoughts Dec 31, 2023
I need this year to end.  I really do.  I am done with the thoughts that repeat over and over and although I know they won't go away and I am still processing, I really feel that if I look upon 2024 as NEW, I can cultivate new energy moving forward regarding not only Ryan and what has happened but i...
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